Had a bad day...

So today went nothing like planned.  If I weren't trying so hard to attain better health, I'd have smashed by now.  I did two shakes, and one snack and now I have to find somebody's gym.  I was feeling great when I drank my second shake.  I felt ok.  I am not okay now.  I've learned to eat my feelings.  It didn't make things better but it has been a source of comfort for SO many years.  I've had several opportunities since 2 pm to f up the next 30 days, but I didn't take them.  I can pat myself on the back for that.  

Anyway, it's been a long day.  I am will be better.  I will be healthier. I will be greater than these pesky trials.  I'm about to make a salad and have some tilapia.  Day 1, done.

Tomorrow WILL change my life

So I'm sitting here editing pics thinking about the serious task I'm undertaking tomorrow.  Feb. 3 begins day 1 of a healthier lifestyle.  I've always been able to lose weight quickly but as I've gotten older that rebound hasn't happened as quickly.  I'm due for a change.  I said I wanted to see my décolletage this year and I will!  If I can spend all this money on fast food junk then surely it wouldn't kill me to spend the same on my health. 

Am I the only one who hates hearing that stupid line, A New Year a New Me?   Who reinvents themselves year to year, anyway?  Con artists are the only ones I could come up with, go figure.  Lasting changes take time, this I know.  So fooey on that BRAND NEW ME crap, I just want a BETTER, HEALTHIER version on the person(s) I/we already am/are.  Lol, this makes perfect sense to people who know me.  I'm not crazy, we just us!  Lmao!  Anyway, tomorrow I start kicking ass and shaping frames! I'm moving towards my future and you all may join me for the ride! 

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